Peace and Love

i don’t know why i fight for you this way

how did this happen? was i so blind that i didn’t see it all along? you have feelings for someone else. what do they have that i don’t have? why can’t i be strong and get out now? oh wait.

because i love you

all i want is to be in your arms and for you to tell me everything is allright.

 i’m not stupid, if you have “feelings” for someone and not physicaly attracted to them then its way deeper then you think it is. you emotional cheated on me. you obviously had time to talk and get to know her. while we were together and you were treating me like absolute shit. i try so hard and i get no where.

I don’t know what to do with myself.

i love you

but you love someone else.

sometimes i just wonder…what life would be like if i hadnt made so many mistakes.

but then i stop myself…

i cant change the past..so dont live in it…dont dwell on it

what happened…happened for a reason.

and even if i dont understand that right now…i will someday<3

coffee and ciggerates….

one of the few joys in life<3

nannaisthebest:

xxloveexx:

Nannnaa Garlicki is my best friend forveverrr and everrrr! :D

shes the fucking bomb and i love her! ( : ( : ( :

 maya ingersoll in my best friend! and i FUCKIN LOVE HERRRRR!! i think keyboarding IS GAYYYY

i <3 you m

Nannnaa Garlicki is my best friend forveverrr and everrrr! :D

shes the fucking bomb and i love her! ( : ( : ( :

lets get the hell out of this town.